"Sunday Mornings"

&I just woke up, and I've never felt so tired.
I finally got to sleep more than 5 hours thank god!
Usually my brother, f/cks around with me and puts my dog on my
bed to wake me up but not today, so I'm pretty happy.

But yet, I feel that something is missing.
I mean, I'm happy right? Like, I'm fine just going out with my girls
and just doing me right? I think so. But then again, I think its one of those days
where I wish guys would just grow the f/ck up and start
treating the "good girls" better than they should.
I'm so irritated to the fact that slutty ass girls, and non- deserving girls
always get boyfriends. I guess its kind of true when they say
" the good guys, finish last." Hmm. Idk but whatevers!
Yesterday was fun..
but it had its ups & downs.

dear o9' send me a love, that'll do me right.
its 1 day til the 26th of january :/, the day that
changed my life foralways & I'm hoping for a phone call
from you. ilykrcn<3>

oh! & i got to finally see my cousin ambereezy, after
x38473208473493824732 days. I missed her so muchos
even tho' we only got to see one another for a quick minutee:(

"Inspiration takes the lead"

Hello blogspot viewers,
okay so since my last blog wasn't really detailed i'll fill you in
with some new events that are currently happening in my life. So today til thursday = HELL WEEK!
& you know why? Becoz stupid finals :(( it sucks pookie. But anyways, once its over
I'm definitely heading out, and not staying home over my semester break.

Pwuaha, Oh and did I tell you that I'm finally going to take my permit
test after sofaking long? yep, finally(:&maybe I'll be able to meet some decent new friends
if you know what I mean ;) ha! okay anyways, I'm currently working on this song
which I have not titled yet, so here it goes:

Untitled©

verse 1:
By the look in your eyes, it seems that you might ,be my type,

Mr. right. I'm

Chasing for perfection, so tonight, I might take a chance with cupid ,don't wanna look stupid.

It would be my mistake to lose this great, op-pur-tun-ni-ty
I-I wannna call you my des-ti--ny

Soo,You and I should enjoy this time
that were together.

Because this might be ,this might be. The start, of f o r e v e r

chorus:
So let's take a chance with cupid,
let's fall in love tonight.
Put me in a trance my baby
Slowly, just set our hearts free.
Yes, we could be, just be, you&me.

verse two:
Time,time,time we got plenty of time,so relax, unwind

to the melody,of our bodies entwined

Take the time to ease my mind.

I'll surely but slowly make me worthy, of your loving honey.

but first you have to promise that you'll stay a little bit,
longer.

Chorus


verse 3:
Now that tonight, is coming to a close

I think it's time to let our emotions flow, naturally.

No worries on my brain, I've never felt this way

before, boy.

Floating across the skies, it seems theres only sunshine.

Close your eyes, hold me close.

chorus


xoxo,

ayobee™

.."Just too good to be true."

Well I wrote you a song, on a napkin today
It didn't take me that long already knew what to say.
But it would've clearly been wrong cause it begged you to stay.
So I threw it away, threw it away.
Because,

Even though I like to keep you mine,
My plan is not to change your mind
I lock the feelings deep inside,
For another time, For another time,


Don't get me twisted
Cause I admire everything that you're doing
You have my best wishes
And, and I know that you're gonna get through it
So girl if this is something that you're needing,
To those feelings be true,
You can only love me, As much as you love you
But girl I know you know that it's the truth, yeah.

Even though I like to keep you mine,
My plan is not to change your mind
I lock the feelings deep inside,
For another time, For another time,


I'm suppressing my fight
Cause I know that you're right
Girl you gotta do what you gotta do
So you could be a better you
I put my questions on hold
And even though I feel cold
I'll be bold for you
And trust that I know My Plan

Yeah, Don't you change your mind for me, Baby yeah
Even though I like to keep you mine,
My plan is not to change your mind
Don't Change your mind.

"..Almost close to perfect"

2009, yes your doing me very well already.
& let me tell you, that yesterday January 9th, 2009 was the best
date I've ever had. In short lemme tell you:

+ Surprises in his glove compartment = my favorite cookies&cream chocolate bar
+ Looking at the City lights at the Griffith park Observatory
+ Americana at brand adventure
+ The Unborn at 7:20, where his ass was super scared haha.
+My place = tokyo drift & lying on my couch
& to top it all off my first kiss of 2009♥

I'm glad I met you J.V.E and mos def I love our friendship
& I'm ready to see where this may lead.
Your special&I'm keeping you.haha!

2 WEEK CURSE?

N-O-T GOING TO HAPPEN!
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On the other note, I wanna thank all my ladies for being there
for me yesterday, even if they were ALL a little bit embarassing. Like as if I was the little baby
of the family & they were so anxious for me. Haha But I mos def love ya'll to death♥

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As I see myself, open up to a fresh start. I can say that I am proud of myself,
I'm ready to face all the obstacles of this year and that's one thing I didn't leave in 2008,
is my s t r e n g t h to overcome hardships.
I'm practicing on being more positive, like I said is my new years resolution.
So, I'm taking in all the negativity and thinking of it as a sort of PUSH or REASON to keep moving
forward to prove to EVERYONE that NOBODY can ruin my year, this year.

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JOSEF MICHAEL SIBAYAN SANTOS

Its been a while homeboy& you wanted me to add you to my blog
for today and so I am(:♥ and yes I missed you very muchos. I guess that sometimes
you never forget about certain friendships we should really chill soon! I mean we never even
really got to chill before and hmm, I've known you for like how many years? Lols, Its crazy!
Well,I hope you like my little spot for you in my blog. Love you nigga!

xoxo, bitches.

ayobeeTM