"American Idol Season 9"

Damn, so the journey begins today.
Waking up at 4 am; sleeping at 12 gives me about a 4 hour sleep? I'm surprised myself
I woke up at 4 without anyone waking me up. Usually I'm like a rock!
But, let me tell you waking up super early was worth it!
So I got ready, put my makeup on but I didn't wear anything too flashy today
since it was only registration of course. But damn, I arrived at the Rose Bowl in Pasadena
at 5 o'clock am & there was probably over 1000 people there already -_-
& Everyone around me, talented,beautiful, and each individual held the same
dream of becoming, Americas next "American Idol."
So, as I waited in line the anticipation to get to the front to register my name
and get my tickets for my seat number started to become very heavy on my chest.
Seeing the cameras run through the lines, I rushed to get there :] but on the negative side
being short sucks, when a bunch of people crowd over you grrr tall people! haha
But anyways, the experience is overwhelming and I can't wait until tuesday =D
But to break down how "American Idol" really works, talent is a MUST but if you aint got
the so called look their looking for then their not even going to waste their time on you.
Well, after registration me and my dad busted a mission to culver city kaiser on the bus
pretty crazy and adventurous I must say ;D well, thats all for today. Keeeep you guys posted!





xoxo, ayobee™

"Training day."

Damn, so today was hell ! well actually it was pretty cool.
Dad woke me up at 7 o'clock, I wasn't planning on going running
cos I was too sleepy but he gave me this "guilty story"shit.
So, anyways. Dropped off my bros gf at school, then we were on our way
to the culver city side to go run by the beach in marina del rey!
Man, lemme tell you. That was a effing workout. Pretty much ran from 8-11?
&Running on the sand and doing situps too? Oh boyeee,
so wsup personal trainer -_-" not really dad anymore shittttt.
& after we pickedup mommy at Culver City Kaiser, and headed for lunch at the farmers
market at the grove& mos def; that brazilian food was pretty bombsters.
Overall,It was coool and very produktive day.So I took some photos from my phone of my day. So enjoy(:

"Cargasms"

Fuck me right now in an Audi!♥ ;)
Have you guys seen the new 2010 Audi TT RS!?


+ 2.5-liter turbocharged five-cylinder puts out
+ 340 horsepower and 332 lb-ft torque running through a
+ six-speed manual transmission
+ Audi's quattro all-wheel drive system


Last but not least; the sexy ass Volkswagon GTI-R ♥

SEX ME HARD,
inthosefuckingcars;)

"The sweetest disguise"

"The Sweetest Disguise"
-- Written on May 5th, 2009.


As I wander off into a place where my fears and secrets ly
I find a boy who holds the key to my sweetest disguise.

The captivation of his beauty reflected in the visions of my eyes.

A ruler could not seek a length of its precision, he seeks for
the beauty that goes beyond my thighs.

Patiently as I wait, grasping at his lips.
I find a good distance of time between the placement of my hips.

An afrodisiac blossoming in the midst,
a mentality living off temptation and self bliss.

Slowly as his hands fall onto my waist.
I taste, the great sin of temptation circling around my face.

She starts to fall forward, ready for the catch.
Now she begins to lack what she believed was true.

But the things you,do easily fallen, easy to do.
The barrier is broken, the mask is thrown on the floor.

The devil knocks so silently waiting at the door.
She opens it slowly, the door to his sweetest desire.

Now the fire is lit, now her innocence is gone.
But she was different, she always sang the same song.

The joke was on you, she was always so true.
But she thought it was time to prove you wrong.

She altered her ego, to the girl who wants to break free.
But is this she? what she wanted to be?

Or is this sweet angel, who was sent to thee,
her purpose was to teach a man it's more than

the simple wants or his needs.


xoxo,

ayobee™

"BURNING BRIDGES."

FAMILY FIRST,
family seems like the only people that won't do you wrong.

So, tell me what you do when you just can't
take it? When you put up with something for the longest& finally just had enough.
Sometimes, its for the better or maybe for the worst?
Burning bridges is the worst thing to do, my dad tells me that all the time.
But I guess I had too, and I know it'll be better somewhere in time.


Friends are suppose to be honest,respectful,& trustworthy right?
Maybe I'm wrong but that's what I thought.
It's silly to think that the people closest to you have the most flaws
but you cant really see em till when worst comes to worst.
Don't get me wrong, I love my friends. I really do but when they bring out the worst in you
what do you do then?

Lemme just say this,
I never meant to end a friendship but it was kind of the last thing I had to do.
My birthday is coming up and it's going to be akward to not have you around. But I can't
have someone in my life that can't appreciate me and isn't able to give me the same type of friendship
I have to offer. I hope you realize everything I told you& maybe in time you'll actually
understand me.

xoxo,

AYOBEE™

P.S 2 MORE DAYS TIL MY BEEDAY(: