"SWITCHING TO TUMBLR?"

WHAT DO YOU THINK I SHOULD DO?


SWITCH TO TUMBLR?

I THINK SO.

"Takes a pinch of concentration."

Okay, so I didn't go to school once again due to this effing sickness -,-"
I hate this flu virus that's going around, eff. Thank the Lord, I DO NOT have the swine flu.
But anyways, I drove all over the world today. So started off the day, took a shower, got dressed
and put on some make up to cover up all the sickness haha! Went to go get some Pho` for breakfast with
my dad, then drove to my mom's other work, then drove all the way to culver to bring mommy
some soup for lunch, then drove to the federal building by UCLA to get my passport which took almost
1 HOUR& 30 EFFING minutes ! But I learned something while I was there:

1) Security at these Federal Buildings are super scary
2) That A.D.D was hitting me so hard, sitting there
3) Your phone has to be OFF when your in the building
4) They process about 2000 passports DAILY !

I know that's insane. Anyways, afterwards we drove back to my moms other job, & I swear
parking is my biggest fail -_-" I hate it but driving my daddy's big truck doesnt make it easy haha.
So, we went home, and I pretty much was just irritated because some shit has been
on my mind -_- ugh!

I'll write moreeee when I get home.

xoxo,
ayobee&trade

"Pretty brown eyes."

"Dance in the rain."

Dance in the rain, that's what I wanna do.
Be able to wash away the tears, and hide any problems written all over my face.
Being sick totally sucks, and being sick with a lot on your mind is hell.
Halloween this year was "chill" wasn't feelin it this year just
another day outta the month of October and meaning that November is finally here.
A new month, a busy month that is. Leaving for Germany in less than 3 weeks, senior retreat next
week. Holy moly, the year is coming to an end& the season of Christmas is around the corner.
So I'm hoping& praying that this Christmas will be one to remember, a Christmas spent
with a lover,friends,&definitely family. Speeding into 2010 indeed.

POSITIVITY, it's been something I'm still working on.
I hate having too think so hard on things and make something so small something so big. But,hey it's
who I am, and I want a CHANGE. Not a minor one, a big one. I wanna get away
from here, I wanna start over I wanna erase all the bad memories and start fresh with new ones.
On the positive note, I get to take my license test soon! Yes, I can finally drive to places
I wanna be at, and see people I wanna see finally<3 Well, I'll end this with a quote:


"I wanna prove them wrong, but I gotta know you're right."


xoxo,
ayobee™