.. "The hurtful truths"

Okay so today, let me just tell you how overwhelmed beyond words I am.

&My right hand thought this was a perfect "blogspot moment"so here I go writing

about my wonderful day *sarcasm used. This is dedicated to that one person.

For you to say something like that not even to me yourself

but to find out because

someone that actually cares about me told me? Wow, you know ive

talked my peace but I would never think to say something like you did. & fuck, it hurt so much, like a bullet

running through my heart, cos why? I cared for you, I really tried making efforts to keep our

"friendship" but obviously you left my life for a reason and I left yours for the better, like you said.

I'm not gonna put this

on blast & point you out because its not worth it and I'm not

that type of person. But let me tell you, that yes I have gave up on you

..I tried & all of my efforts are better to be used on people that

are positive vibes in my life. Its still crazy how, those people that I havent been through so much with

feels like Ive known them forever& their respect for me and my feelings are so much better

than the "friends" you think that are there for you.

I cried alot today, and damn it hit me hard. Hard enough it made my wife cry when I told

her what "that person" had said.

Right hand Chick, your friendship means the world to me and we've

been through SO MUCH and you know what we found out today changes everything

but through thick & thin; were still rollin' til the day we have babies.

Its already down to only a few t r u e f r i e n d s and mos def I know who they are.

I'm really thankful, for my Tripod and 3Mbabys<3>

..Somethings die, somethings stay the same

&alyssa, our friendship will never die.

I never thought we'd be so close, but things change for a reason and I'm happy they did.

I love you girls with all my heart, & through whatever I love you guys.

xoxo,

ayobee™