God,shit,fuck dude. I hate you T.O.M for coming during this time. I just wanna laugh everything off just because it's funny seeing me so angry and crazy. Hah, So just f/ck it?
Mannnn, I mean seriously why can't i just drop it? and like, just "move forward?"I mean I've put it aside for how many months? I can do it, right? right? But no my right hand chick says .. that I should "let things roll out" but why!? yhennoe.
Like does it really matter? Not really, becoz' I am on this new leaf and I shouldn't Give A Fuck. I dont know I just need a vacation to the city, yes my home away from home, new york(:<3333
okay, enough of that..fucking, right hand chick of mine -_____________- you are so gay. But I love you since, you read my first blog<3333>
Okay, so I'm super tired but somethings still holding me back from falling asleep! >: Its driving me insane. its just "terrible" lmaooooo.
Why cant you understand that, maybe just maybe I'm that girl for you. You know the one thats seen the good/bad/&the ugly yaaadigg? That maybe, as much as you try to find me my f/cking "prince charming",
as much as you try to tell me that there are other "fishes in the sea" I dont want no other god damn other fish, I want YOU, and you know why?
Becoz' your special to me, I've been in denial for too long, and I guess I finally realized whats real, and whats not. the end.
xoxo,
ayobee™
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