Wednesday, July 29, 2009

"Jail-Break"

ha! So i bet your wondering why I haven;t updated my blog in about a week or
so and your wondering why the title of this blog is "Jail-Break". Well,
to answer I've pretty much been grounded kinda? So you know' usually your parents
ground you and take away your things but guess what? My brother did -__-"
JERK, i know right? Well, he's not sucha great hider cos' I just found my laptop
that he's been hiding for about a week. I mean I let it go, but shit. I'm going insane without
my laptop. I mean hey, being home all day and shit gets boring so the least I could have
it my laptop right ? lol.

Well let me give you guys a sort of shortened version of what happened.
Lets just say I got home reaally reaally really late from this party, cousins didn't have a ride
and yeah big problem. But on the brighter side, I finished one of my novels for school called
The heart of the Matter by Graham Greene, it was pretty good actually but I have one more novel
to read as well -__- A tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens BORING MUCH? I read one chapter and got
bored already sheet. Schools coming around the corner again and I'm pretty excited for SENIOR YEAR, class
of dimes babyyy ;D but I'm pretty scared too :[ Being a "planner" and having everything organized
sucks because if things don't go the way I want i get SUPER STRESSED and let me tell you it
SUCKS BUTT, BIGTIME! Kay, well anyways I also wrote a new piece I wanted to type
up here
I decided to title it, "CHIVALRY, DEAD OR ALIVE?":

Her eyelids lifted by the pictures painted with her brain

She thinks to herself, "is this what I had came to see?" A man set to confuse my mentality?


With words and the charm, when he'd tell her he'll do no harm to hurt her,


her heart has taken in so much pain that less tension could constrict the same pain that he, the last lame inflicted

with his so called "GAME" pssh, that boy's lame.


Yeah I say that niggas should grow up and quit following that console, and use the hands& the heart with his own soul, if he has one.


Ha,i Iaugh in the corner thinking to myself that this girl let herself be defeated, when she had been
misleaded by the fellas who approach her.

Oh yeah, they had different styles but the same old lies and there she sat with the tears falling down from her eyes.

She has been deceived, her heart begins to bleed, bleeding out the love she thought she had felt, what she had known.

So, I think maybe she was blown? Ha, naw I play but they the ones who cause this shame to the opposite gender whom we should love all the same should be dissappointed.

That they have not done their duty but surely, they all have fooled me,truly men are all the same from what I see.

Because to she, none have proved to be worthy. and have not acknowledged the rite to chivalry which I believe is not diseased but talk is cheap so you so called men out there

step up and take a seat and watch the good guy's ponder on their critique.

xoxo,

Ayobee™

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